30 August 2009
why does everyone learn to cherish and appreciate a thing when it's goes? why cant they cherish it when they are having it. sigh. do i have to be gone before u noe how to cherish me? but my feelin told me that u wont. den again i'll never know.
realli touched that u actually took it to heart when i thought ur never. sorry for misunderstandin you. y do u have to act like u don care in front me wen it bothers u alot? sigh.
if there's a god, then let me have the courage and the strength that i need. im slippin away, wishin each day i don have to wake up to see the mess im in. sigh. if only.....
♥ {/9:00 PM}
changed my job to retention officer for OCBC. initally thought its a bank so i might have good prospect but... just forget it. bank is full of politics. will i able to stay long enough? the future seems so blur for now. its such a long long long story that im jus so lazy to blog it out.
asked my admin-in-charge for a new lan card holder as mine is like kinda loose and she told me that i had to wait til some newcomer comes in before i can change it which also means it might not be very soon.
was in woodlands's night market when i browse for a cute cardholder. chose strawberry shortcake at first, den as i was flippin around when i came across spongebob. not realli a fan of it but the eyes just caught my eye that i had to buy it instead. kept showing baby and he couldnt stop laughin.
isnt it cute?
♥ {/8:51 PM}
24 August 2009
healin a heartache...
God please let me have the strenght to hold on...
♥ {/10:00 AM}
